Went for NRA second audition today. And i think it was fucked up. Though the routine was much easier than last weeks one. I still screwed up. Forgot steps at 5th and 6th count of the forst 8. Sigh... No idea why... But i'm proud of myself for going despite my sprained back. At least i did it. And i know what my weakness is..

I'm still devastated though.. How can like that.. Sobs a million. :(((