Learned Journey/ Unlearned Journey

Hello!:) It's been a while since i last blogged ... I know.. Bet you were missing me..ha. Anyway today was Learning Journey and I tell you, it was definitely an unlearned Journey. Because........ we were scolded, played and pissed off. Plus we couldn't really interview people which was our task coz we were running around like on a wild goose chase. Damn It.

We were posted to Little India Mustafa area. We were told to interview people about the History of Mustafa, Hindu Temple, Mosque ... Which i felt was quite fun .. Easier said than done... We arrived there at about 10am and then made our way to the Mosque opposite. There were men sitting and talking the front gate was locked and we saw the saide gate that was opened . We saw Somemore men sitting at the gate so we asked about the history opf the Mosque, you know, what it was like in the past, how it impacted the person. Then as the guy was talking to us about the history of something else that wasn't even related this younger man came up and asked us what our business was and scolded us that we were joking with him and ask a boy to go and talk to them instead of us and if we didn't leave he will call the cops. He even said he was the 'security guard' of the mosque. Which was so obviously a lie coz he wasn't even wearing security clothes. He was just wearing t-shirt and jeans. Sheesh. 10am in the morning and we kenah scolding. Somemore not even one that we deserved and we couldn't even do anything about it since we were in uniform...

So after our ... unsucessful-pissedoff encounter, we made our way to Mustafa shopping centre to ask about its history. We made our way in and asked one of the staff for help , the security guard, or at least i thnk he was since he was wearing the clothes and standing behinde a table near the entrance. He said go upstairs to the third floor i think and look for some staff. And we did. Thenwe were told go another place. We decided to split up and do different parts of the worksheet and then meet at the split up point. Cher and I did the one on the impact of the change and we asked someone on the fourth floor. This was when the wild goose chase started, and believe me we were not the only ones who went on a wild goose chase. Cher and I were first told to go to B2 to ask someone then we were told to go the Mustafa Travel Agency and ask them coz they will be able to help us, obviously not, from there we were told to go back to the main building and go the the 2nd floor to ask the staff there then we were made to wait for 5 mins for the older staff to come back from his toliet break but then he never turned so we were told to go the HR dept of Mustafa Travel Agency building and they will be able to help us and this was the last straw, we were told to go to Serangoon Plaza 4th floor Door 18 and they will be able to help us. We didn't even go to SP coz we were pissed off, hungry and felt played. The rest met us at the back of Mustafa Travel Agency building and then we made our way to eat and the meeting point. After lunch we gave up asking and decided to walk around since we knew we would be on a wild goose chase again so we went to a shoe store and looked around. We had 40 mins to spare anyway. haha.

It was the worst LJ ever and wanted the old kind of LJs we had in lower sec. This LJ was a new kind where the teachers tried a new kind of system. Obviously the system didn't work, either that or our luck was shear bad today. But we weren't the only ones who got a scolding by the mosque 'security guard/ managing director'. Jihae's group also kenah. Sigh... Today is definitely not my day... Thank goodness it's over.

SHOPPING!!!!

Hello!!! Wooooooooooo! Went shopping with mum today to Bugis junction and street. Bought loads of clothes! Yay! Today's shopping would probably be my last shopping outing coz need to study for Os! Well, i pampered myself ,eh, more like my mum pamoered me.haha. Which ever way, i was still pampered. No not woth pampers, i do not have a bladder problem... Tmr will be pampered with Facial! yay! Then can be hua nun nun. haha.

Went to Bugis Junction for brunch, then went to shop with mum. Went Charles and Keith, saw some shoes that i likes, but were not on sale so didn't get any shoes. Then went to Customer service to ask where NYDC was then went to Potpourri. Tried on this nice babydoll dress which was on sale, 20% was going to buy, then in the changing room i realised i didn't check the price. Damn, U.P was $99.90. $99.90! WTH was going to hit the roof, and even after dicount it would be $79.90. Even then i can still hit the roof. Thank goodness i checked the price if not would have to buy it . Anyway i ended up buying only the $13 red spaghetti strap. Phew. I felt bad though because the lady took out a new piece because we said we would buy. Luckily she was nice and didn't give us black face.

We made our way to NYDC and ate potato salad and icecream brownie. Yums.... Then i say 'hot' guy at nydc but mum said he wasn't even hot. Fine.. Nerdyly cute. haha. Is my taste that bad? Sigh.... Immature taste bah...

So we made our way to Bugis Street. Wooo i love that place. Got most of our stuff from there. haha. Cheap somemore. Bought a few things form street then bought dinner home . haha. Really fun day today. Can't wait for Os to be over then can do more shopping! yay!

The Truth 2

Just received a sms from another primary school classmate who tried coax me into going for tmr's gathering. Fortunate;y unfortunately it didn't wortk.haha. I'm haooy at least another one cares from the not so happy days of my proamry school life. Story of my life right?

I'm really happy that i said this in the second msg'" But I think I shouldn;t bother about going to a gathering where everyone has/had something against me and i'm trying to fit into that group. To me that's not owrth it."I'm happy i said this. Took me a whole load of courage to say this but i think it was worth it.haha. Yes i'm not going.... Dun worry. No matter how many coaxing, i still wo'n't go, it woould not be my place to be and i don't see the point in going. Like i said above. No point.

The Truth 2

1st position, 2nd position....

Wme to cut and steam hair today. haha. my hair is softer now and head is lighter. yay! Can absorb mor information. Good right...

Anyway, was getting bored wiaitng at the chair, so took the Her World on that was on the table infront of me... Saw what the front cover the erm.... highlights. And it said sth about the flirtation techniques and the protection techniques. So i started flipping and i read what to do to make ur marriage stronger and stable using sexual techniques or if ur sexual routines are getting boring, what to do to ensure that it becomes exciting again. I find it quite useful though i'm not married, but mind u o'm single and fine... Good to know a few tips to excite your marriage. Not BG relationship because it may end up on the wrong road. Pregnancy for instance would be a very good way to ruin ur future...

Ok, enough or talking about sex.. don't want to arouse the wrong kind of people. haha.

Yesterday, was talking to my frineds online about how to tell a primary scjhool that i'm not going for the class gathering this saturday nor for any other class outing or gathering. Basically, anything regarding primary school, they can count me out. And , haha, my cherrie pie said that
ÿou are still pondering about this?" haha, yeah i was. You see i'm a very nice person, who in anyway dun want to hurt others. Well, i finally told her and damn it, i thought i meant more to her than someone to go for a primary scholl gathering. Her answer was oh ok. She only tried pursuading me once on the phone. But i shouldn't bother right? Because she wasn't even my friend in the forst place. Didn't help me when i needed the help. So screw it, i'm over it. Hope they have a wonderful time. I have my own group of friends now. People whom i love and trust an wehom i can count on when i need them. The ohter friend, shall i call her my harmony , she being the straight forward one when she is pissed said, "just tell her". haha. Yeah easier said than done, but enventually i did it. I feel FREE!!!! Dun have to ponder about it anymore. Sigh... some things are best to be left unchange.

Today, well, before i went to cut my hair. Received an super sweet msg from my cherrie pie. I will not say because it's for me to keep and for u to guess. haha. So super duper sweet. haha. Oh well, going to sleep bye! Miss me!

Kung-fu panda

Hello:) Went to watch kungfu p[anda with family today at cine. Supposed to watch Indie but coz of the mistake of my mum and i thinking that 0215 was 1415 .. we ended watching kungfu panda. It wa squite funny. haha. Jack BLack is funny...

And i realised in the middle of the show that Wugui which was the tortoise name was the chinese name for tortoise. As in Master Wugui .. haha. Funny. Then came home and mowed the grass for NYAA. Sianz right? Had to do ohysical recreation .. So mowing the lawn would be counted as one and also cycling for 1./5 hrs at Sentosa can be counted as another. Good roght? Unfortunately my butt is aching from the sitting. haha. Ok that's all for today! bye!

freckled face..

Sigh... was reading one of classmate's blog and she said that her face was swollen due to all the squeezing during facial. And i remembered i'm supposed to book an appointment for facial! Ahh my face has sprouted freckles, oh god. Oh no i'm becoming Lindsay Lohan! Dun want! I'm much prettier than her! Her character is bad enough! Now having the same skin! Dun want!!!

But luckily they are not visible from afar. So thank goodness. But even then, it is terrible. Becoming LL will be a CATASTROPHY!!!!!!!!! BUYAO!!!! Oh gosh! Sobs... Facial facial kwai dian lai! I want my face to be hua nun nun de! haha.

Sentosa Outing!

Hello! Today was Sentosa outing with some of my classmates. Oh man! It was great fun! Because firstly, there aren't the people who judge you based on ur size or what not. And you can wear whatever you want and the people around you are minding their own buisness. haha. It was super duper uber fun.

Was suppose to meet ven, jes cher at harbourfront control station but as usual, it did not occur as we planned. So we ende dup meeting an hour later meaning at 10.But we still did what we wanted to do! Then we made our way to Palawan Beach to wait for the others and then find a spot to put our things. We met the rest at erm.. shall i say at the edge of the beach then we walked to the place where there was a bar and all, basically near Koufu. haha.

Ven , lydia and i then made our way to Koufu to eat due to our immense hunger and then went to the bridge to take pictures. Up at the bridge, it was super windy but then there was a chee ko pek staring at us in his swimming trunks somemore,... Not going to say anything more. Go figure it out yourself.... So we took loads of pics, some of which were my favourites. haha. Then we made our way back to the beach and then met eileen , amelia, jolynn and all at the other end to play some ball game which i forgot and take pictures but then lyd and ven wanted to rent bikes so i wnt with them instead since i didn't really want to play anyway. haha. Obviously, we cycled. then Jes came to join us and we made our way back to the beach to wash up and all but in the end ended up playing captain's ball and monkey with the rest. Then they wanted to play with the guys . Amelia and I sat it out. We talked a while then went to wash up.

Left Sentosa at around 6.. Then had to rush home coz the other 3 had to go home straight and i was dead tired.haha. We all were lah. I got sunburnt in the end but i was worth it coz i haven't got one in a while. haha. Hope that we can go to Sentosa again after Os... I heart those people at Sentosa, espeacially my friends. It was great fun with you guys! Loves!

fickle-mind

hellohello..

my last post was about a friend asking me to go for the class gathering next week and i said i would go.

HOWEVER, after talking to my parents about it. I realised that i should not go. Because it would be a total waste of my time and energy trying to fit into a group who never liked me in the first place and probably most of the most of the group members dont even want me to go. Only 1 or 2 want.

So after careful consideration and delibraration i have decided not go. This would probably make u thnk that i am a fickle-minded oerson and annoying. which is true but i think it is best that i do not go. Because all the bad memories would come back to me when i go meet them and maybe their minds would be back in primary school days .... and i also do not want to get hurt and humiliated when it took me 5 years to surpress the horrid memories and put them aside.

I'll like to thank my friend though who did try to to pursuade me to go for the gathering. It did work but for a while. To me this gathering is not and will not be for me because ..... it's just not for me.. Others would be....

Like the upcoming sentosa party on friday to celebrate the end of intensive during the june holidays. haha. Yahooooo! Can't wait!

Memories...

Hello again...

I received a message from a primary school friendthis afternoon asking me if i was free next saturday for a primary school class gathering. This makes me sound really old but i assure u i am not. heh, guess my age all you want haha. Anyway, due to the unhapymemories from primary school days, i said i would not go. However, i think my friend got a vibe or sth that the real reason i didn't want to go for the gathering was because of what happened back in the day. No i'm not going to spell it out bacause it has been a number of years since the incidents and i don't want to talk about it.

And she messaged me encouraging me to go and that nobldy cares about how i look like anymore. But, seriously, i really dun give a damn about how pple look at me because i think it's based on inner beauty . If you are a gorgeous person outside but u are a bitch inside, sorry, out the door you go. Then i said it was the memories. To be honest i really wanted to go but i was afraid that they would start making fun of me and doing the same things that they did back then plus i didn't want to feel awkward in the group.
She really wanted me
togo. I think this is one good thing. at least i am not thoroughly hated in the class. haha. She was sincere and tried convincing me to come. Which worked. Please do not think i am an easy person to convince. only in certain situations. This is one of them because i really wanted to go and let bygones be bygones. I am tired of bringing the memories in my head because i think i am drowning myself with self-pity and i think it is of no good and no use. Adn i want to give people the benefit of the doubt. People change and by bringing up the bad things would ruin feelings and friendships to come , perhaps.

I hope i have made the roght decision and that it will not disappoint me. But i think i will be right and all things would go well. Wish me luck.

Word of advice: Giving people the benefit of the doubt would make you feel good and that u would know that you have tried. It also lets the other party know that despite their misdoings you are willing to give them the benefit of the doubt and trust them or what not. You would feel good.

This is how i feel. haha. Hope that it helps. because you may never know that the person you gave the benefit of the doubt could be your aliby of sth or your wall in months or years to come. In life you have to take risks to get what you want...

So exciting.!!!!

Hello:) This Friday is the last day of intensive and we have no school!Because we asked our teachers to change the friday lessons to another. And being so kind they did! So technically, thursday is the last day! Yay!!! Can't wait!

I think the whole class has some vibe or sth.. We nearly whole class is going to Sentosa!!! Yay!! haha So fuinny. Ofcourse with their own cliques lah but u know... heh heh. Can't wait for FRIDAY!!! Luge, Underwater world, cablecar ride, cycling.. haha. Can't wait! yay!!! buhaha.

See you!