So found out that i didn't get through auditions of NRA..Sobs sobs...There is a second tryout on wednesday though.. But should i go?? There's something holding me back... Should i go or not??? If i don't get in again then i will most probably join canoe polo as a cca..

Canoe polo is from what i heard, pretty xiong so i might have manly shoulders by the time i graduate or when i am still in schoool.... How now brown cow i also dunno how...

Am i trully afraid of the outcome or is it coz i'm too scared to experience it?