Hellllloooooo!!! Anothewr 2 weeks and it's common test!! Oh no!! I hope o do well. With what i have studied so far. Not much but hope can.. Jiayou!! Need to contunue studying!!! Ahhhh!!!

Can't wait for class windbreaker too!!! Saw from Huixian's blog it's lime green inside!! haha. Nice nice!!! My favourite colour!! haha.

GSS here!!! Yay!!! I want new bag, wallet and walking slippers!!! That's all!!! Quick i want!!! haha. Wednesday is super short day.. Finish at 11 so going to book PDL and FTT!!! And soon can drive drive drive!!! Woohoooo!!! Can't wait!

Can't wait for 17th of June!!! Outing with CREW!!! haha. Hurry come!!! Want to see you guys!!! I miss misss you!!!

Went to walk in town with Yen, Ha, and Du Xue yesterday.. But went home about an hour later coz did not feel good. Sheesh. Slept for two hours then went to see doctor. Doctor said normal flu. Stupid. Must have been the countless late night sleeping. Thank goodness it is not H1N1.. Scared me half to death.

You know, if people cannot do something , the least you could is to either help or like maybe give yours to the other person and not just take it for yourself. Annooying.

It pisses me off that you were ignorant
It pisses me off that you were selfish
It pisses me off that you weren't the friend i thought you were
It pisses me off that u would let your friend suffer just to have the pleasure of your own
It pisses me off that u ignore everything around you.

How could you? a friend in need is a friend in deed right? But u weren't. And it breaks my heart that you weren't when i thought u were.

Cheng i heart you always!!!<333

Is it true that nowadays, it is very difficult to find true friends. One minute you think they are your new found true friend and the next minute they are bitching about you to another friend. Are such tatics worth it?? Like seriously... Doesn;t it mean that when u bitch about someone,u have just imprinted a very bad impression on the person whom you bitched to. And who knows maybe what goes around come back around..Can't people just be a friend instead of backstabbing the person whom cares for you..Sheesh.

It sickens me to the core that people bitch about their friend for the fun of it or just to spite the person. Wake up and smell the 'fresh' air. Bitching does not u anywhere.It makes you look terrible. You ight not be a perfect friend, like pissing that friend off every so often but at least dun bitch about him/her.

Have you ever felt left out?
Have you ever felt disgusted?
Have you ever felt betrayed?
Have you ever felt sad, upset?
Have you ever felt apalled, flabberghasted?
Have you ever felt loved, cherished?
Have you ever felt happy, thankful?
Have you ever felt excited?
Have you ever felt jealous annoyed?

Everyday there are people having these feelings. MAybe all, may be one.. Huamns are so special... What they see gets them to feel however they view the situation. We were created to feel and express it in our own unique way. EMOTIONS!!! What a word. It carries so many meanings. If you feel jealous, you might do something to express it . Thus allowing the other party to either take pleasure in your so called 'pain' or displeasure... Such emotions are sometimes dangerous and annoying..

I've got these feelings before and boy sometimes the outcome was not what i wanted. Feeling and expressing has to be separated.. But if you have feelings does it mean you should surpress it or show it... Sometimes you are torn between wanting to let the other person know how you feel about a certain something or just pushing it aside not wanting to experience the outcome. Though the outcome may be good.

It hurts sometimes when you expect someone to know what you are feeing and in the end it's either they didn't think of it or it's just pure ignorance.

We expect, we feel, we wish, we this we that. Humans are selfish in certain ways. Does it mean it's bad? If we think of ourselves for that moment in time, does someone get hurt because of our selfishness. It's said that that every action has a consequence. So in this case is it true or is it just a saying to frighten us?

Webcamed with Yen yesterday!!! haha. Soooo funny!!! Poor tbhing could not hear me... sobs osbs. But i could hear her.. haha. But it was fun.. talked for a while then she went to sleep. I went to watch the 9pm show and it was GREAT!!!!!!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!!Woohoooo!!! Did accounts homework then went to sleep at 12 plus !!! haha. Could sleep late today!!!!! yay!!!!

Woke up at 10 plus then went to watch tv!! Then had lunch and mum fetched me to sch!!!! Had CATs lesson and there is another CATs assignment. haha. I find this module but then i think it's good coz get to meet new people .. haha. Was super voyeristic today... Suppose to think of three problems and then elaborate on them.. Thought of actually, tennage premarital sex, pornography and prostitution. Sick right?? But in the end changed to i think Divorce , umemployemtn and casino.. haha, Ohhh welll. Did abit of camwhoring and then came for IS!!! Dancesport!! haha.

Still thinking of what cca to join. Probably dancesport!! haha. k gtg. Dance starting!!! haha

BOF carzed!!!! haha. I Love love love BOF!!! Kim HYUN JOONG and KYM BUM are like hot hot!!! I went to the extreme of going to google .com and finding pictures of them and taking with my camera . haha.They have the looks of what every girl wants in a guy... to love and cherish her too. Just like Hyun Joong!!! haha.

Anyway, new 9pm show tonight yay!!! The Ultimatum!!! Buhahahahaha. Can't wait!!! Went for Dancesport on Tuesday and got to have a glimpse of how the seniors dance.. and and they are GOOD!!! My gosh the guys are like ...... hot sia... and they can dance! And the girls are leggy and when they dance is like SEXY!!!! haha.. I want!!! I love love dance!!! I want to dance!!! Give me!!!

Tmr is IS and it's dancesport!!! YAy!!!! can't wait!!! haha. Saw Cheng dear today!!! So glad that you are okay!!! Love you loads!!! :) Went library after MES and read and read and read until it was time for IDS then went to Library again and read for about an hour and a half and then mum came to pick me up!!! Library is like my haeven!! hahah!! Ok 9pm show starting soon!!! Bye!!!

Went to ECP for cycling orientation ride with cycling club. Met Cheng in school bustop at 8am. Waited for nearly an hour for the stupid shuttle bus,and apparantly they paid 70 dollars for two busses thinking at at least the 40 people who signed up for the orientation ride would turn up but in the end only 10 turned up. Sad sad.

So we arrived at ECP at 10 plus then went to rent the bikes and cycled to Changi village which took about 2 hours and rested there for a while then made our way back. And on the way stopped to listen to my music. haha. Continued my journey. haha. Legs was jelly like when i got oof the bike., So tired... Went for late lunch with Alison and Cheng at Macs then went to ride on the viking which i dragged Cheng and Alison on. Super cheap thrill. haha. Then made our way to Bedok mrt and mrted home!!! yay!!!

Had fun today though it was tring.

ok pictures!

Another week has gone by and that ,eans a week closeer to Common test... Scared siah... :( 1A03 rocks!!! haha. Classmates are lovely.. Every single one of them!!! Guys crack me up haha with their randomness.. Girls are GREAT!! each of different character, personality. Total Number of classmates dropped by one as one had to go for NS.. Sobs.. But Ns stregthens a persons mental strength and stamina. haha. Jiayou Shah!!! We miss you!!!\

Went for Dancesport yesday and it was fun fun fun. Am deciding to try out dancesport as a CCA and D3. haha. Dance is the love!!!Perhaps canoe polo is not for me .. Takes up too much of my time.. I want to be relaxed and not so kangchiong.. :P Dunno leh... Still thinking!!Sigh..

Korean has yet again gotten more difficult. And i just found out that there is midterm exam for it. What the hell!!! Another paper to take.. How leh???

Anyway!!! I'm like in love with Boys Over Flowers!!!! Ahhh!!! Jihooooo!!! Kym Byum!!! So sexy!!! And i uploaded the theme songs in my playlists . Talk about being in love with BOF!!! hzaha.

Thinking too much kills too much brain cells... Think right! Dun think left! :P

Loves to everyone!

Hello!!! So this week has been tiring. Went for canoe polo water training on tuesday and land training on wednesday. Water training was crazy.. Learnt how to paddle row meaning when you capsize, your canoe is upside down so u are under water and you had to go rightside up by using your hips muscle and flipping yourself up. Like firstly i had to get used to being underwater and not panicfor air , secondly had to make myself lie flat on the canoe with my head on the back and use the paddle as leaverage. OMFG like so many things and do it all at once. So practised and practised. Used the wall then tried the paddle thing.Sigh.. Almost got it.. But still deciding if should join canoe polo. Very tiring and takes up alot of time.

Anyway, AutoCAD is screwed up, can't do the text part and not sure whether there is a problem with the software or i forgot to do one of the steps. POA is getting better. So i hope i will do well with next weeks test.

Cycling this saturday at ECP!!! haha. YAy!!! Can't wait!!! And got to know better the Dancesport people and am very happy with it. haha .. Whooohoooo!!!! Common test is coming!!! Study study study!

Found out results that i did not get into nra.. Yes i'm bummed but i know that i did my best... So no regrets. I'll just take it and move on..Guess it wasn't meant to be... Thanks to everyone who were my supports during the last few days when i was in the state of devastation. :) Loves to you guys!!!

Anyway, went for lunch with Kaori, Felicia, Fiona, Huixian and Kirstie yesterday.. Sat with them and chatted. It was fun.. haha. Kept laughing.. haha. And i hope there will be more to come.. haha. Loves a million!!!

Still don't know the results yet.. Sigh... I hope i do get in though... I: want i want want want!!!! Why like that!!! Apa INi!!!! If i don't get in then i guess iut's canoe polo for me.. It doesn';t sound bad though i'm afraid that i will get manly arms.. So ... I'll know the results tonight!!! God help me!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Bobo!!! I'm missing you like soooooooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooo sooooooooooooooo much!!! Can't you feel the love tonight?!!!! Banyat Kangen Bangyet Sama KAmu... Banyat banyat banyat!!! Chepat Chepat meet up so i can h2h with you!! Dance!!!

Darling dia!!!! I miss miss you too!!! Haven't seen you in ohhh like centuries!!! Quick meet up so i can entertain you with my randomness.. Got lots to tell you!!! Hopefully the upcoming holidays can meet!!! June June!!! Go walk walk also.. haha. Hope to see you soon!!!

Bestie!!! I haven't seen you in like a million years too.... Got so much to tell you!!! Like how i miss you so.. Did i tell you that??? I guess i didn't. I MISS YOU!!!!!!! My ice lemon tea bestie!!!! Muaks muaks!!! Must see you ASAP!!!

MY BABES!!! I'm like having withdrawal symptoms from not seeing you guys.... Kwai dian lai kan wo!!! Wo hao xiang ni men!!!!

FAith , cher and jes and many others i miss you guys ohhhhh sooo much too. Must meet up soon yeah!!!! Hearts to you guys!!!! Muaks muaks muaks and a million more!!!! ":(

Went for NRA second audition today. And i think it was fucked up. Though the routine was much easier than last weeks one. I still screwed up. Forgot steps at 5th and 6th count of the forst 8. Sigh... No idea why... But i'm proud of myself for going despite my sprained back. At least i did it. And i know what my weakness is..

I'm still devastated though.. How can like that.. Sobs a million. :(((

So found out that i didn't get through auditions of NRA..Sobs sobs...There is a second tryout on wednesday though.. But should i go?? There's something holding me back... Should i go or not??? If i don't get in again then i will most probably join canoe polo as a cca..

Canoe polo is from what i heard, pretty xiong so i might have manly shoulders by the time i graduate or when i am still in schoool.... How now brown cow i also dunno how...

Am i trully afraid of the outcome or is it coz i'm too scared to experience it?

Went for NRA Audiotions today.. Super disappointed lah... Could have done better if i had not felt so nervous and had more confidence... Sobssobs.. But then again i guess it wasn't mean't to be for me to join.,.. Talk about fate... But i will know the results soon... Maybe tmr night or sth... Hope i do get in...

Anyway, lappy was screwed up today so went to IT helpdesk to fix it.. Went with Kaori!! haha. We waited for like nearly 2hours ... Kaori left early ( Hope you feel better)!!! Then went back to the library to get sth to eat and read for about over an hour... then went to blk 18 for auditons!!! haha.. Stressful day...

Learnt new stuff for POA , Purchase Return and Sales Return...Sighh a million.. Must start to work harder!!!!

Can't wait for Water training next week!! Woohooo!!! haha

Pictures !!!






Hihi!!! last week was long weekend!!! haha. So friday went to watch movie with
family at vivo!!! Wolverine!!! Boy oh boy hugh jackman has such longggggggggg legs!!! Woohoooo sexy!!! haha... The movie was ok... As i wished that Ryan Reynolds had a bigger role... He only appeared at the beginning and at the end... Sigh... But he has such a longgggg torso... Six pack!!! Another sexy one... One thing good about these movies is that we get to see the actor's body and height... hot hot hot!!!

After movie, went to see the moon since there were telescopes set up around the roof terrace .. Then mum and i went to jalan jalan!! haha. Then went for dinner.. Late dinner but good food... Yums... Then went home,...

Saturday, went to ECP for cycling/roller blading with Sports camp peeps.. Though Sze Li and i were outnumbered by the guys... But it was fun fun fun... I went rollerblading all the way in the end since went for inline skating tryouts on thursday... Wanted to practise... Poor william and another guy fell so skin kenna scratched....Hope you guys feel better!!!!

After ECP went home to have dinner with family... Went to JP for dinner... Tried looking for Korean Textbook since i couldn;t find in school , but couldn't find... So went home at around 10 plus..

Sunday, was family day !!! haha.. Went to town and was hoping to see bo!!! but couldn't in the end since she left already... Sobs sobs.. Oh well,,, went to have lunch then went to Singtel to check out phones!!! haha. Then went home and bought dinner on the way back...

Monnday!! Finally managed to find my Korean textbook!!! haha, Nick of time.... had Korean class then went home and had dinner then watched the 9pm show... That's all bye!