fickle-mind

hellohello..

my last post was about a friend asking me to go for the class gathering next week and i said i would go.

HOWEVER, after talking to my parents about it. I realised that i should not go. Because it would be a total waste of my time and energy trying to fit into a group who never liked me in the first place and probably most of the most of the group members dont even want me to go. Only 1 or 2 want.

So after careful consideration and delibraration i have decided not go. This would probably make u thnk that i am a fickle-minded oerson and annoying. which is true but i think it is best that i do not go. Because all the bad memories would come back to me when i go meet them and maybe their minds would be back in primary school days .... and i also do not want to get hurt and humiliated when it took me 5 years to surpress the horrid memories and put them aside.

I'll like to thank my friend though who did try to to pursuade me to go for the gathering. It did work but for a while. To me this gathering is not and will not be for me because ..... it's just not for me.. Others would be....

Like the upcoming sentosa party on friday to celebrate the end of intensive during the june holidays. haha. Yahooooo! Can't wait!